Many of us have things in our lives we would rather forget but we can't because SOMEONE thinks we should continue to live with the mess we made when we were too young to know better. God forgives, people don't. But since GOD forgives us we should forgive ourselves. It doesn't matter what others think of us and if they want to hold the past against you then you don't need those people in your life. What I'm trying to say here is that you cannot reach into the past and make it better. But the future is something we can still do something about, and it can be brght and happy if you will let it. Bury the past and rejoice in the future.