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It Is Not So Easy For Me

you think it's easy maybe your heart doesn't bruise as quickly maybe your mind is a bastion of confidence thick skinned indifference maybe it's easier for you could be true As for me? Well… I like to stay clear "once bitten"....20 times as shy the reason why? it's not so easy for me this survival thing, you see takes a lot of hard work and my heart is replete with burdens and cares my gut wrenched poetic wares only incite unfeeling stares the reader unaware apathetic animosity guised in hilarity isn't for me... No, it's not as easy for me to pretend I don't care when my soul I bare so I don't dare let anyone come back round who has ground me into the ground once before well….not now not anymore it's not as easy for me so just..... just please….let it be. Eileen Manassian

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The Situation

Date: 10/31/2023 6:50:00 PM

Part of my poetry is pain. I can discribe with understanding. And those hurt can relate to what they read. it's a painful gift to aquire but at least I have it.

Paul Callus

Date: 5/12/2018 8:07:00 AM

Some people don't seem to realize how much pain a word can cause. Sometimes there is no need for words...it's simply the cold treatment of being completely ignored. Your poem shows that forgiveness and trust don't quite go hand in hand! Hugs // paul

Richard Lamoureux

Date: 5/9/2018 12:12:00 PM

I can relate, as a poet we make ourselves vulnerable. You have expressed this heartfully.

Eileen Manassian
Date: 5/9/2018 12:28:00 PM

Some of us are more vulnerable than others, Richard. Some have think skins and feel that they can criticize freely or make intrusive comments. It isn't appreciated by me. Once I've been bruised...I have a hard time being vulnerable again.

Arturo Michael

Date: 5/8/2018 7:36:00 PM

Sound very much in control...I like the flow and message...

Jan Allison

Date: 5/8/2018 5:33:00 PM

We all have our vulnerable side and some folk can't resist coming back and turning the screw in the hope we will weaken and crack - we've both been in this position but Eileen we must be strong and not give in to the morons who have nothing else to do than bully and belittle us. It's happened to me recently but I am not going to let them win:-) hugs jan xx

Eileen Manassian
Date: 5/8/2018 6:35:00 PM

Oh!!! Even now? I'm sorry to know it, Jan. Some people don't realize that the damage they've cause doesn't just....go away. One needs to be protective of oneself...It's called self-preservation. Thanks for the visit, dear. You always have a friend in me. Hugs