Blooming

Light finds its way to come through, after a nightmare at night heart beats fast. My dog is lying next to me, I open the blinds another morning to see. Sadness invades me, you are not with me. Alone in the bed, clouds and sun in my mind, getting up or staying?, the warm blankets are nice. You are in hospital alone, I am here alone worried, our dog cries on my shoulder, I'm invaded by mixed feelings, I rather get up. Another day in bed, It's another day missed. Without you, nights and days are nightmares. with you next to me, the joy of existing, my life is blooming again.