Divided under the cities
streams mapping decisive
endings while toiling about
the beginning boldness
reaching for braising
characters galloping
amidst a certain angst
we’ve devoured nothingness
and opened the sky
with truth thrashing
tempers meaningful tools
craving an emptiness
above the continuous
Bayshore a quiet offering
pelicans landings sinking
yet surrounding the
jaded light house that
withered to soon exposing
only the dim lantern leaning
to one side still brightening
the rippling waves
Written by Yolanda Nicholsen
April 7th 2014
getting injections
for traumatic brain injury
LeftHemisphere cultural dominance
is difficult to pedagogically say
without warm RightHemisphere nurturing
to win/win play
ecofeminist prominence
Each
and every Green EarthMother
cooperative day
Gathering in slow winds of resistance
fire circle disarray
gardening soils display
cleansing waters
repassioning souls foreplay
Singing Her circling say
"We Are Our WinWin World"
while easily dancing
this bicameral TaoWay.
Restoring EarthJustice
is our sole soul-redemptive passion
Conveyed without win/lose competitive
capital-driven transactions,
exchanges,
disassociations,
cognitive/affective dissonance
Given over to cooperative co-investments
of compassionate win/win communication,
verbal and non-verbal,
spoken and listened-for
watched-for
incarnated
and reincarnated globally
Committed blue/green Interdependent
PostMillennial
Contextual
WholeEarth-Systemic Consciousness
Rooted in multigenerational
contextual intelligence multicultural
left/right-hemispheric tipping points
win/win co-arising dipolar
nature/spirit enthymematic,
polyvagally health systemic,
wealth resilient polypathic,
fractal double-binary audio-optic,
passionate communion polyphonic,
EarthPeace
ultra-nonviolent harmonic.
1 universal prime relationship
lives within win/win grace
0-whole open
integral space
Sufficient for unitarian ecofeminist minds
spiraling
revolving circles of ZeroZone
highest and empowering best
enlightened ego/eco-memory,
left/right hemispheres
bicamerally balancing
equivalently interdependent reMEMEory,
Depolarizing bilateral co-arisings
DNA multiculturally recombining
Yang/Yin co-passionate CoCreation Stories
of divinely energetic
polynomially universal abstractions,
with polyphonically harmonic good health intentions,
polypathic multiculturing progressions,
polyvagal neural systems
+Yang/+Yintegrity
+/-
(-,-) = +
Where numerative Yang
embraces our chosen ZeroZone
and Yintegral dualdark denominative
re-mattered GoldenRules
for and of and with each Other
Nocturnal Shadow absence
of privileged bright white light Chosen
integrity of translucent
transparent
bilateral temporal Powers
of health/wealth ZeroZone
insight
incites timeless In/ExFlowation.
"Stripped of a physical body,
[individualistic] mind stands naked,
revealed startlingly
for what it has always been;
the architect of our [shared] reality."
Sogyal Rinpoche
Stripped of a spiritual mind,
bodies lie nakedly dis-potentiated,
undominated,
indomitable,
undomesticatable,
de-commodified,
startlingly unveiled
for why we have always evolved here
in regenerative Earth's life-giving environment,
Historically revolved
and culturally regenerated
through DNA bicameral dynamic reiterating spirals,
bilateral nature/spirit animation,
humane/divine co-inspirations
Unfolding
refolding
prefolding
dipolar co-arising folds
strings
frames
paradigmatic fields
Composing
recomposing
discomposing
disposing
uncomposing
precomposing
this fractal-binomial structure
for systemic ecological restructuring
of each moment's regenerative/degenerative
empowering/disempowering
enlightening/dissociating potential
Ego/Eco-systemic rebecoming,
becoming
unbecoming
precoming,
coming
Autonomously stripped
atomic synergy,
embodied longing
within multiculturing waves
of co-arising integrity,
naked mind belonging
It feels fascinating
that horny voracious passions
dissipate in the presence of ego-centered fear
of pain and suffering
and ego-defeating loss,
disability and predative performance anxieties,
wounds,
death,
short-term through permanent
degenerating energy,
absence of active hope
for future holistic integrity.
In this time of climate degeneration
fear and cultural distancing need,
frustrated leftbrain dominant
StraightWhiteMale monoculturing horniness
looks culturally privileged like,
sounds prejudicially like,
feels and touches sacred EarthMother like,
smells and multiculturally
creole tastes like
Manic
predative redmeat energy states,
inflamed by unnatural sleep deprivation
festering fear-and-anger inducing rabidity
Rather than restorative green regenerative justice
passion
for multicolored
trans-generational
testosterone/estrogen
yang/yin
pansexual win/win
inclusive cosmic integrity
Of cooperative green/blue energy
power
EarthPeace compassion
Not quite so red dominant
states of capitalistic
patriarchal egotistic narcissism
and anthropocentrism.
We each and all have, I suspect,
a universal rightbrain multicultural awareness
that patriotism
risks degenerating into leftbrain fascism,
Isolating nationalism
self-righteously defending militaristic ego-supremacy
and patriarchal privilege of an apartheid State
moving toward fear-mongered isolationism
supporting competitively debating
predative politicization
of self-made capitalism
Rather than recognizing our solidarity selves
as nations resting and wrestling
and co-investing
on interdependent continents
articulating green/blue loyalty to Earth
and no less nation
or solitary incontinence.
Revolving Earth knows
from ancient sense-sexual
life experience
That we,
as global EarthTribe regenerators,
do simultaneously experience
seasons of summer north
and winter south,
That we do
already know
and financially appreciate
dualistic capitalism West
and nondualistic Both/And communion
ancient indigenous East multiculturalism,
That we are
already bicameral
Either/Or deductive Left bipolar hemispheric
and Both/And inductive Right dipolar spheric,
That triangulation
of health care choices,
win/win
win/lose
lose/lose
has many warm and healthy,
safe and wealthy,
therapeutic empowering
enlightening systemic voices.
I find
hear
see
right hemisphere prominently feel,
But cannot quite touch
something sexy
about left/right cooperatively resonant
waves of wealthy ego-rooting
eco-rooted health.
I suppose
whether felt as sexy
or more generically sensory,
depends on neurological origin
and completion
of sensory information
and climatic exportation.
Spiritual resonance experiences qualities
of our multicultural
EarthBound journey together
and apart
As naturally resilient outcomes
of felt left/right integrity,
glimpsed and heard
when resonantly touched,
bring consensual pleasure
And,
sometimes,
as inclusively appropriate
invited
graced,
Sensually sexy disciplines
of physical passion,
metaphysical waves
of revolutionary
resonant compassion
minding
and reminding
20/20 loving insight
through restoring
by healing
global EarthJustice integrity,
sensory spirit of sexual nature.
From birth,
I,
and perhaps others
from rebirth,
seek a spiritual master
With profound male maturity
to connect spiritual mastery
with natural sensory mastering events,
narratives,
non-verbal
and verbal relationships
bonding
double-binding
birthing
and rebirthing co-passionate story,
mundane
and cosmic events
integrally felt and known together--
impossible apart
With mature disciple
disciplined reception
masterfully given
potential for mutual pleasure
to please me,
compassion's please
pleasing perpetual integrity,
A journey from local
through global,
back
and forth,
in
and out,
rising
and falling again
Immensely deep
and dark
wide multiculturing explosions,
preferred master powers
imploding copassionate integrity,
Of felt sensory awareness,
sensually touched consciousness
spiritually grasping enlightenment
sexually gracing co-empowerment.
At last,
we are angry with each other
coincidentally,
simultaneously,
which may be a coincidence,
but probably not;
Depending on active faith
in linear cause-effect relationships,
leftbrain dominant yang powers,
And/or
circular dipolar co-arising
co-passioned effective unpolarized relationship,
causes v effects = effective causal recycles
of rightbrain both/and recessive yintegrity.
Now,
at last,
we have set our synergetic communication stage
to test this ancient hypothesis
that two negatives
are equal to a potential positive co-passion,
as polynomials
may equal not not polynomials
Where positive
also equals leftbrain healthy
and rightbrain safe
And negative anger
equals leftbrain liberally
communication healthy
when rightbrain feels conservatively safe
Despite never considering this internal hypothesis
because of patriarchal
dualistic
win/lose capitalistic faith
in not not equivalent potential
for ego/ecosystemic win/wins
Despite respite death through life
ego/eco-recycles
repurposing timeless eternity
of unity
more flexibly equitable
than uniformity
of leftbrain thoughts
against rightbrain feelings.
She usually hears with her lungs.
He typically sees with his heart.
Until these two learn to take turns,
inhaling
then exhaling,
pumping in
then pumping out
primal ZeroSum communion,
She heard through ancient surfing memories.
He saw through future red and blue blood anticipations
Multiculturally redeveloping strength,
Polypathically relearning flow
Right with Left
East with West
SouthDorsal with NorthVentral
bipolar with dipolar
co-arising through co-gravitating
bicameral
bivegal
bilateral
wandering binomials,
polypathic left natural hearts
recapitalizing polyphonic right spirited lungs
Dancing EarthLife rhythms;
Singing HealthVoiced harmonics.
Growing up on God's impoverishing family farm,
he learned to hide his work
in tissues of unearthly privacy.
Regenerating in Earth's richly resonant nutrition,
she recovered her playful avocations
in ecosystemic response
to global over-grasping issues
of under-conscious
her/his-storied
positive domesticity
Over-privatized
so powers under-privileged;
personalized
so shy of compelling
retelling publicity
Earth camouflaged
democratically healthy ecopolitics,
co-empowering
co-operating
co-generating
co-laterally co-investing
co-systemic
ego/eco-analogical
co-passion.
Growing out on Earth's extending family farm,
he learned to share his playful work
with issues of unEarthly
inhumane
left-hemispheric primacy.
The dopamine seductress
Invigorating your animal instinct
Revitalizing your susceptibility to pleasure
and inclination towards familiarity
It is the most diabolical influence
Acting with no regard for psychological longevity
Torturing the pathways into surrendering
to an influx of degenerative saturation
Fulfillment falters
and self actualization settles prematurely
As the mind disintegrates
before it reaches the point of becoming whole
When capital wealth
produces lusty Kings,
And liberal health
consumes lavish Queens,
Then nature's many polypaths
predict holy spirit-nature empowering
flowing polyphonic languages
sung and said,
danced and done,
cultured and historic,
eco-felt and theo-reflected,
remembered and re-imagined.
King of Clubs
trusting love's history
and Queen of Hearts
re-investing in/on Earth's HerStory.
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