Tired of Life

Im tired of this, Im tired of life, and being alone. I want to see the other side, i dont even have any pride. I want to put this life aside, But i cant put me down. Im tired of wanting, and waiting, For that special someone to come around. Im tired of sitting idle watching others be happy. I want that happiness, I need that happiness. But im tired of trying with no prevail. Im tired of this life, and maybe the next. I want it to go, and leave me alone. Im tired of hoping and watching I want to live but not this life. This ones old and pale with age. The memories stay and hurt my chances, Always ruin my romances. Always make me want to die. So im tired of this life, i want a break. Something to come and break this spell, Of depression and regret, of a life not spent