Stop It! - Just- Stop!

I’m tired, tired of all the drama, tired of relationships not working. Tired of carrying other people’s qualms on my shoulders Can’t they see? Don’t they realize? They are draining my energy? Can’t they see I’ve shut down? My body might, be present but my mind is not, with a facial expression that gives nothing away people just assume I’m willing and able to go on, to listen, to take in and to give advice… That I don’t need a time out to establish my needs and my desires… Would that make me selfish? To want to be by myself and enjoy being me without being a friend, a shoulder to cry on or the one person that glue mutual friendships together? I’m here but I’m not I’ m listening but I can’t hear I’m looking at you but I can’t see I’m tired drip dried all of you are draining me. See this smile? It isn’t real It’s your problem It’s not for me to feel… Leave me alone get off my back stop pestering me stop this melodrama attack… *the day I wrote this one, I just had enough of everybody so this is what I came up with, today I can laugh about it , thinking to myself I was so silly that day ;)*