Amateur Girlfriend

Ok I'll get to the point I'm here with a list of fears, needs and demands So I may get on your nerves sometimes Truth is I don't know how to play this girlfriend game I get needy and vulnerable and messy You should know this I'm not used to this dating thing so I might break a few rules Like that "thrill of the chase" or "don't be clingy stuff" I want to throw myself at you I want to find something in your presence that reminds me of how we make love and when we do, I want to lose myself in you But I'm awkward and clumsy Sometimes I leave these insecurities lying around, if you bump into one, say hello I left my fears all over the floor with last night's underwear So....if you happen to trip over them don't turn a blind eye Get fully acquainted with whatever ugliness I have about me I'm bossy, I'm fussy and I nag a lot But you already know I had hidden a host of imperfections underneath my eyes, my smile, my hair, my silly jokes Or whatever it is you like so much about me I was afraid you'd find them But I knew you loved me when you stayed