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,A Knock at the Door
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,*This is a dark poem, but it is a true story about how I was raped by a former friend on my birthday.
, As dusk sweeps away the afternoon sun The skies will grow gradually dark Perhaps some glittery stars strewn about And the moonlight’s reliable spark For most, this cycle of day and night seems Too mundane to evoke much alarm However, a few who have suffered the night Fear darkness sides nicely with harm When trauma comes knocking, no matter how wise A victim may open the door For caution and innocence cannot protect Ill-intent from a friend known before The strength of his arms as he pushes you down Leaving bruises on your pale, white skin Tearing your bottoms just wide enough To bully room for an unwelcome in “No” floats meaningless, as do your cries As he enters you roughly instead Pleas fall on deaf ears as he grunts and moans You weep and imagine you’re dead When he’s done, you are useless, he stands You pray now he’ll just go away As he walks out into the darkness One last sting when he moans, “Happy birthday.” --Meghan C. Hutchings

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Date: 4/8/2022 1:03:00 PM
Meghan My heartfelt sympathies are extended to you. It's hard to imagine what kind of ordeal you went through! I hope you have healed from that horrible memories, however, it may resurface from time to time! Meghan, I'm so sorry you've had to go through this treachery and abuse. This is a sad and powerful piece of writing.
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Meghan Hutchings
Date: 4/8/2022 1:26:00 PM
Thank you dearly, Sotto! You are another man showing me the kind and empathetic side of men. I truly appreciate your condolences, and I am in a much better place now. I have no problem sharing any truth about myself because I want others to know that we are not at fault for the actions of others. Thank you for your kind and thoughtful comments! God bless and much love...Meghan!
Date: 4/7/2022 9:10:00 PM
Meghan my heart goes out to you .... Through what severe trauma you had to pass ! Hope you have recovered from that dreadful memory, though it might surface occasionally ! Before the physical might of a man, a girl/woman becomes helpless. With brutish strength, they leap upon the victim and subdue. I greatly appreciate the comment left by John and join in applauding you for your openness to confide . May time heal your hurt, Meghan
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Meghan Hutchings
Date: 4/8/2022 1:21:00 PM
Thank you very much, Valsa! Your beautiful and thoughtful words of comfort sincerely mean a lot to me. I have recovered, although I've never fully trusted male doctors or being alone with a male who I don't know. To be honest, this site has shown me that there are some incredibly kind and caring men out there, & for that, I am forever grateful. I am also grateful for you & your sweet comments! God bless and much love...Meghan!
Date: 3/26/2022 10:06:00 AM
So sorry you went through this betrayal and abuse Meghan, A sad and powerful write..
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Meghan Hutchings
Date: 3/30/2022 3:21:00 PM
Thank you, Joseph! I truly appreciate your kind words because, again, it only reassures me that there are so many GOOD men out there. I'm proud to count you as one of them. God bless and much love...Meghan!
Date: 3/23/2022 9:44:00 PM
Meghan, I'm really proud of you for writing and posting this recounting of the hideous trauma you had to endure. I trust there is healing for you in putting this into words, as well as healing for other victims who may read this and feel less alone and more empowered to speak out. Society needs to rise up and seek justice for rape victims and more protection from perpetrators of violent sexual assault. Your writing is exquisite, your courage is admirable, this is a FAV for so many reasons... if I had a say in the voting, this would be POTD tomorrow. Hugs ~ John
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Meghan Hutchings
Date: 3/24/2022 10:46:00 AM
Thank you very much, dear John! I appreciate every word you said in your response, as they all touch my heart! I do pray for every victim out there, and I hope someday there is better justice for sexual assault victims. I am not ashamed because I did nothing wrong; thank you for your encouraging vote of confidence! Much love...Meghan!
Date: 3/23/2022 2:35:00 PM
I have read both the poem and your comments down below, Meghan. I am glad that you have overcome the pain and trauma which this ugly episode in your life caused, and I hope that one day you will find the right person to share your love with. Take care. Hugs // paul
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Meghan Hutchings
Date: 3/24/2022 10:42:00 AM
Thank you very much, Paul. It means so much to me that you've read my poem and shared your kind comments. I'm truly blessed to cross paths with such kind people like you! God bless and much love...Meghan!
Date: 3/23/2022 4:40:00 AM
It is so hard for me to comprehend how anyone could do this; I guess I am a bit naive but I know it happens every day. I am so glad to hear that you have gotten past the pain; hopefully this post will help others to heal perhaps. Take care my friend. Hugs, John
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Meghan Hutchings
Date: 3/23/2022 8:25:00 AM
Thank you so much, my friend John! Your response alone, as well as Jeff's below, definitely help in the healing process because they continue to show me how much love is out there, as well as how many truly GOOD & sincere men with empathy are in this world. God bless you for being one of them! This forum has taught me that there are so many sincere & supportive people in the world! Much love...Meghan!
Date: 3/22/2022 7:37:00 PM
I read that and I want to back up quietly, act like I didn't swing by. But I also want to say, no, I read your words, and I can't imagine your pain, but I wanted you to know there is also love in this world, painfully purchased.
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Date: 3/22/2022 7:46:00 PM
Thank you for reading my poem, and I truly don't want anyone to feel bad for me. This happened years ago, and I have healed. I know there is love, and because I am picky, I will find the right person one day, but I only wanted to share because it helps my healing process with other dark events. Thank you for taking the time to read!! Much love...Meghan

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