I Wish I Had the Words
I wish I had the words
To express what I feel
But words will never suffice
Too traumatized to heal
I cry invisible tears
I scream silently
I want to end it
Pretty violently
This life has no future
Nothing to offer, nothing to gain
I have nothing left to try
In the end there's only pain
I wish I had the words
To express my sorrow
But words are meaningless
Suffering again tomorrow
Therapy didn't do a thing
Meds didn't help at all
Who is gonna help me
When I stand up and fall
Again and again
I fail to heal from my past
Even if I'd be happy one day
I know it's never gonna last
I wish I had the words
To explain my death wish
I feel like I'm a pawn
Just people's pet fish
I still continue to cry
Meds brought no salvation
I wish to shut off my mind
Take a nice long vacation
I know nothings gonna change
Trapped in this endless loop
But where does this end
How low am I willing to stoop
I wish I had the words
To explain I lost all hope
Who is gonna carry me
When I just cannot cope
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