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No One Poem
I wish I had the words
To express what I feel
But words will never suffice
Too traumatized to heal
I cry invisible tears
I scream silently
I want to end it
Pretty violently
This life has no future
Nothing to offer, nothing to gain
I have nothing left to try
In the end there's only pain
I wish I had the words
To express my sorrow
But words are meaningless
Suffering again tomorrow
Therapy didn't do a thing
Meds didn't help at all
Who is gonna help me
When I stand up and fall
Again and again
I fail to heal from my past
Even if I'd be happy one day
I know it's never gonna last
I wish I had the words
To explain my death wish
I feel like I'm a pawn
Just people's pet fish
I still continue to cry
Meds brought no salvation
I wish to shut off my mind
Take a nice long vacation
I know nothings gonna change
Trapped in this endless loop
But where does this end
How low am I willing to stoop
I wish I had the words
To explain I lost all hope
Who is gonna carry me
When I just cannot cope
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No One Poem
Drinking just to stay alive
It makes no sense superficially
If you'd dig deeper you'd see
I'm already dead unofficially
Endless therapy and medication
"How does that make you feel"
Talking and swallowing pills
But the pain stays just as real
Drinking just to stay alive
It makes no sense superficially
If you'd dig deeper you'd see
I'm only kept alive artificially
Pills, pills and more pills
Nothing changes this desperation
They say I'm not trying enough
The neverending accusation
Drinking just to stay alive
It makes no sense superficially
But if you'd dig deeper you'd see
I was already dead initially
Growing up sad and abused
Seeing too much violence
Hurt until pain became normal
Beaten into submissive silence
Drinking just to stay alive
It makes no sense superficially
But if you'd dig deeper you'd see
Needing thick skin isn't beneficially
Born just to be bleeding
People only ever damaged me
No money, no friends, no love
Sad little disadvantaged me
Drinking just to stay alive
It makes sense if you'd be me
If you'd dig deeper you'd see
I was already dead initially
I stand no chance
Trauma too engrained
From the day I was born
I was already stained
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No One Poem
So alone
I am so alone
Turn around
Only find emptiness
So alone
Isolation
Staring at the pills
Why not, right
Why not
Unpaid bills
Is why
Bread on the table
Stale like your heart
Ungrateful brats
I'll make it hurt
Lessons learned
Do not open up
Don't trust anyone
Everyone for themselves
Paranoid, maybe
It's all in my mind
No one will understand
Hands are never kind
A price tag
Everything has a price
Humanity is disgusting
But the silence, the violence
All under a pretty disguise
Shhhh, just hush
It's okay, I'm here
Tell no one
No one will hear
No one will ever hear yo
Even if you screamed in their face
Question marks, awkward silence
Truth and lies, just to save face
Nothing matters
Ignorance is bliss
A dying soul
Give me Death's kiss
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No One Poem
Everyday the same
Work, dinner, tv, bed
Everyday the same
Withering until I'm dead
Where is the light
At the end of the tunnel it's dark
Where is the hope
Trauma left its permanent mark
Everyday the same
Work, dinner, tv and sleep
Everyday the same hurt
Waking up just to weep
Where is the hope
I see no change or salvation
Where is the light
Longing for deadly liberation
Everyday the same
Work, dinner, tv, bed
Everyday the same
Suffering until I'm dead
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Small cold hands
Closed little eyes
There for birth
Instead goodbyes
Loved but never lived
Expected and wanted
God took a godsend
Left parents haunted
No words will heal
The hurt runs too deep
He held his cold baby
And started to weep
A loss, at a loss for words
No hugs will heal this pain
Grief so deep it will scar
Her memory will remain
Small cold hands
Forever closed eyes
There to live
But we've said goodbyes
Rest in peace
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