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Timothy Barry Poem
I live upon a shard of glass
deeply set in a morass
once a year the sun does shine
and I reflect what isn't mine
Then you come and touch my face
and tell me there’s a different place
you promise me it’s really there
and actually, it’s not that rare
and from the surface of my glass
sprouts an awkward piece of grass
I protest stay my ancient place
dictator I and mighty safe
and don't forget my yearly shine
reflecting things that aren't mine
You boast of beauty cloud and lake
people pair for floatings sake
people floating I do sigh?
quiet now, and wait to die
I do cling to my morass
my family of reflective glass
but as they fall they chip me sore
eventually I’ll be no more
All at once I see the water
there without a sign of slaughter
a person floating on a cloud
speaking loud and looking proud
then a tidal wave appears
I’m suddenly all eyes and ears
I clench my jagged glass with might
but only see an awesome sight
the clouds unite with little fright
I only dream of lakes that night
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Timothy Barry Poem
The dance commences, I retreat a step
Shattered from archaic engulfing patterns
You cha cha your storm forward in
Swirls of ancient abandonment and as
I skip back another, gasping for sufficient safety from suffocation,
You unfurl your blitz clawing the lioness’ leash
You decipher my terror and it emboldens your raging compulsion
Which suspends our inner children in connected cocoons and yet somehow
We cant reach each other as we intermingle desperately
It makes us stoic, empty and musically atrophied but
At a closer distance, oxygen less and congruently alone
And it sits frog like, stale and poisonous between us and still
The spire flattens and petrifies our reflections powered by a
Stalemate which devours our fragile humanity with a timid jocularity
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Timothy Barry Poem
Infinity enters a child’s mind
beyond the wall, the next, the next
inky blackness of godless isolation
vastness extinguishing limping breathe
untethered in time and space
lost in eternal moments of neglect
unlimited eternity crushing tiny molecules
fight, flight, soothe, sleep…earthly vehicles
attacking, accelerating, anxious Starlight
paralyzed in a solitary blankey
that protects no more
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Timothy Barry Poem
Christmas, me in my red wagon
Slogging in tears, later you forget
Am I a full person?
Blown black pepper stings your eyes
You strike me, the ambivalence aches
Covered mouth laugh-sharing from now on
Reattached you escape childish dreams
I offer to banish parts of me
Warriors on the horizon, plump and ascending
You appear similar, soul less, smaller
I scurry, looking for your parts
I miss them
At your escape hatch I make room
I hide in your obscurity
Broken in all endeavors
Waiting in luxurious swamps
Emeshment preventing loneliness
I wanted to hurt you too
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Timothy Barry Poem
Spark forgotten birthday candles
Brittle kindling of bike less handles
Kiss less shins that need a splint
Graduation's a lonely stint
Cover up, cover up, skin is showing
Guilt you’re here, big and glowing
Heartfelt softness never seen
All adults are really mean
Solo outings, deplete dimension
Counselors pondering intervention
Cover up, cover up, skin is showing
Swallow shame, and keep on going
The silver cup it left you dry
Needs long owed they make you cry
Fantasies turned abysmal tears
Deep deep down are only fears
Cover up, cover up, skin is showing
Hopeless now is done bestowing
A steely decade begets rejection
Unchanged bandages near infection
Breeze, her walk it sears your cheek
I need you-repel you. I am freak!
Cover up, cover up, skin is showing
Idle now and long stopped growing
Sleeping to the evening news
Existing far beyond the blues
And then awake a puppy nuzzle
In it’s sacredness a puzzle
Cover up, cover up, skin is showing
And just like that
you are unknowing
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And why this curse was placed on me
base of hallow lands
and why it fell with so much glee
from lace of someone's hands
to follow me from crib to grave
to gut me once and yet to taunt
to covet me into a slave
a ghost appears but not to haunt
to tell a tale this apparition
to show me pain without regret
to settle me, not the rendition
of a man that no one's met
for like the tree I'm in the forest
but unlike them, I can't be heard
and for my lot I should be sorest
because I've lived in the absurd
I scramble now from fear to sadness
looking for my days gone bye
and once they swore that I was the badness
as they told me not to cry
And in myself I still believe him
perched upon his safety net
but I have given more than one limb
I have paid his endless debt
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Timothy Barry Poem
Sitting in a circle square
resolute to share our pain
life as kiddies was not fair
each salute did slice a vain
Dark denial was our training
both true and false fell deep
as the blows they came a raining
none of us did peep
The memories they start to heat
like some old lava lake
as a gaggle we retreat
cause all we knew was fate
So now we have no room to land
no space to call our own
none of it was even planned
no place was ever home
See a plot of land just there
all emerald well defined
grant it lord and well be square
just like you were so kind
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I'm hiding here amongst your brood
slowly hush communication
poison I inject the mood
begging for some segregation
Sacrifice one, I implore you please
and load him with your dark emotion
when he's brought down to his knees
allow him access to my potion
Downhill drink and sniff and shoot
twirl him and just step away
most will grind him with their boot
afraid their souls his poor display
The neighbors they will Fedex pity
bind with them so feed them thus
tell them he is in the city
then throw him weak beneath a bus
He'll cobble there in frail despair
rotting in and out
no longer can he ever care
converging with the undevout
Now clear retire hacienda
grand and drama free
you'll have completed an agenda
many infants drowned at sea
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Warm beams through cool branches
absorbed by a red checked picnic blanket
You fresh from a shower
your summer dress cotton and optimistic
thick clouds castle on the horizon
Fully you today
propagating warmth and humor
being, you see me clearly
embers ablaze
Your perception moves into me
I too am the rapture you are beaming
it makes me expand
safe enough to stretch at an increasing rate
Into the miraculous world
I taste it, without thought
If I knew I would only live on that day
I would have grappled for every breathe
battled for every drop
but instead I was destined to
chase it like a dragon
throughout the cosmos
fixing, flailing,and
inevitably failing
unconscious to the tale
No day satisfies
depression weighs my soggy spirit
others remind me of what I missed
Your frivolous obliteration
of the life that laid before me
You had no right to hold me up to the world
hands tied, defenselessly naked
to be pummeled degraded and used
until the end of my unfinished days
I am not redemption’s son
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Alone on the river Styx
untouchable by experience
in reach of warm safety
a reward constantly carroting
the current icy morrow
my solo journey
exciting lack
grey and without embrace
without redemption
without nature
away from god
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