Why Did You Have To Hurt Me

I often wonder why you hurt me & wonder what I'd done to you. For I didnt deserve this heartache That in loving you did pursue. I thought you loved me unconditionally I thought we both felt the same. But I soon found out this not the case And I was always found at blame. Arguments were caused in bitterness With angry words spoken to & fro. With each hurled word of anger Our hatred for each other began to grow. And then you started lusting after others in your prey. Forgetting the vows been made to me And it was me being made to pay! For I kept on trying my best for you I tried so hard to gain respect. But still you chose to ignore my pleading case And my love was your forming for neglect. So now I'm givjng up on you No longer am I being a martyr to your cruelty. Alone I'll walk with my head held high As I try to regain composure & lost dignity. But still I wish you well In life And hope one day we can be on terms of talking. As friends we may be destined better off So now from love I do the walking