Twisted Love

I keep trying even if I might fail Another pull, now let me exhale I keep saying I'm fine but I'm lying I just dont want you to worry I got to take my feelings and hide them I cant let the whole world know them I got the whole world on my shoulders It's starting to feel like I carry boulders It's no longer a secret that its tearing me to pieces She no longer loves me, she stopped sending me kisses Addiction keeps calling me to take a drink I look him dead in the eye and try not to blink I'm in too deep and I can't swim so I'm drowning The stress is too much, my face cant stop frowning I ask for help but they cant hear my voice The more I scream it's like there's no noise It's a gift and a curse how you still give me butterflies My heart beats twice while my body dies