Thursday

What on earth did I have in mind last night What on earth did I hope to accomplish Oh I'm sorry I left you in the dark I spent all my precious time yesterday attempting to turn my Wednesday back into a glorious Tuesday but it did a double take now I'm just sitting here on Thursday killing time well getting killed by time I've just sat for hours playing a game of thumb war with Casper I've sat here for hours just staring at a flickering screen while my conscious screams 'GET UP' but get up and go where I have no where to go It takes an hour walk to even reach the hustle of city life and even then I'm going nowhere except to walk around in a circle to head home again I guess I am a contradiction in a sense I am an embodiment of fun and merriment but all I want to do lose myself in the forest of my cover rest my head on my pillow of ice take a trip to a blank wonderland of nothing or to dream of randomness that terrifies and sparks my awake How do people find me intriguing I will forever wonder but I'll wonder another day What's today Thursday I guess I'll leave and spend my day just being out there I love just being out there and I guess I deserve to be alone Eh, I don't know Repetition I don't really know much these days I'm a needle in a haystack I'm a no one in a crowd full of people I'm just a headache on sunny day I'm just a bunch of metaphors without a simile so I'll take my leave and just breathe