These Silly And Shameful Faults

Being so awfully insecure among confident people seems ridiculous and brittle; I'm very humble by nature, it will not take me anywhere: I'll end up gathering crumbs! I'm too stubborn, still refusing to pay for these silly and shameful faults; I would cry out loud to feel anger, not sit at a corner counting doubts! I should blame you instead, dear: because I'm getting hit hard by reality! I won't cry on your shoulder, just be forgiving when I seek some empathy, it's too humiliating; if a man cries is because is a liar when he swears: he'd rather carry inside silly and shameful faults! Admit that you've been constantly cheating, sneaking out at night while I was sleeping; you dropped a sleeping pill in my Martini, snuck out and flagged down a yellow taxi! These silly and shameful faults have given me sleepless nights; don't kiss me to cover up the ugly truth: it's a parody not as sweet as Baby Ruth!