Terrified

Hello again dear entry dear sweet entry Forgive me dear entry Can you find it in your pages to forgive me I apologize for my constant absence and my consistence of being forgetfully incomplete I could name every reason why I have sadly been away why I have been covertly afraid yet it would only be an endless page of useless excuses written down, without hesitation, thrown back in my face and I would have deserved it Cause I'm sorry to bore you but my story has the exact same plot as before just new events, new people, and stones still untouched, unturned Too many promises, broken hearts, and running screams a constant avalanche of curiosity, immorality Immortal, I've been thinking it's more than a word, an essence but does it matter at this very moment I've been brought back down to size I'm only vulnerable, just too vulnerable for my weak points to show more soundly to understand, it's just easier to delete me than to strip down everything that composes of my entire being This ice is too thin for me to tread and I'm one footstep away from falling from a ledge suspended animation lift me up because I'm terrified... for once in my life...I'm terrified...