Steps

Took 5 steps forward only to be brought back 4, and here I go wanting more. The promises to the myself now broken as you laid there beside me still spewing hate and revenge. Call and then saying your gone again. Trained my pain to go away on a snap of a finger, but it still lingered.. Time goes by still on the thoughts of where’d you go again.. Replaying the very last bitter moments, closing stories and folding. Proceeding differently, repeating history, and again to my misery; 4 steps back.. Taking steps forward ensuring the torture is now over.. steps…