Sorry For My Insanity

I am sorry for my insanity. I apologize now.  When you can't even imagine how, Sorry I am for the crazy I put on you. Forgive my insanity.  Forgive my lies. forgive my time. forgive my cries. I am unworthy of such a faithful call, when all I have done is dropped the ball.  I'm losing my mind, day by day, It will be dangerous for you to stay. so I urge you away with the call of a word,  spare yourselves before voices are heard. I urdge you to leave, It will help me please. being near me will drive you mad, but then again it isn't all bad when one with the voices, there are less choices. So join me and you shall see maybe I'm not as crazy as I seem, maybe it's you with the twisted mind? have your clear eyes really been blind? but who will know... unlesss you try. maybe you'll fall maybe you'll fly One last time, I'll warn you again come join me deep within the fen where the gentle eye is keen from where all the monsters are seen. So run while you can, and don't turn around. or heading back you are bound once your here you won't return. now you've tried it your mind will yearn, for one more sip of the poisonous insanity