Self Destructive

SELF DESTRUCTIVE The lies, I laugh I look at you I can't stand you I hate you I can't believe you I can't believe it! How I allowed You in my life Almost your wife Cut me Deep with this knife Self destruct Eat it and weep As you read About my new love Distance is just a mass I close my eyes To kiss him I close my eyes And you disappear Oh! My God. My eyes are open Take me so far away Into another place I don't need this disgrace I don't want to be crazy Or labeled insane Like a crazy train Explain the new love I found I love the sound To be in your arms Not in his shadow I plead to you I bleed for you I try to run into you But the more I stay I can't turn away My life's is set on, Self destruct You are my everything He is my nothing With you my heart sings With him it suffers You are my tune He is my off note You bring light to my moon He brings me darkness with doom Blow me up To spill my cup A self destructive life A dagger- a knife Just kill what is left Deep inside my chest Then I found you You took me You shook me You removed this isolation Gave me your sensation Better remedies Rescuing me from the seas I am drowning Come save me My days are done clouding He has ruined What is not visible You have loosened My heart to invincible Cherish me For all to see Heal the pain Wash the stain Cover me under the rain Give meaning to my sanity Search for me Give me your love With no date, over due My heart now belongs to you Excuse the effect if you find me disruptive".... It all comes with being self destructive ~SKAT~