Screaming In Silence

How can it be that you are dead These thoughts keep racing inside my head I can not believe it, it can not be true How can I live in this world without you My life will be empty, my heart broke in half You're my reason for living, you make me laugh How can I go on, how can this be I'm falling to pieces, please can't you see I'm crying, and dying, and empty inside All of these feelings I can not hide Where do I turn, what will I do I just want to die and move on with you They say that I can't, they say I must stay I must keep on going to face the next day I can not conceive it, I feel out of breath I do not know how to deal with this death Oh, God please help me, please reach out your hand I need you to hold me and help me to stand I turn to you now, my saving grace Please take his soul to a higher place