Purest Intentions

I am ashamed to look at You, For I have been constantly hurting You. I am not someone You can be proud of, Nor am I the faithful servant You can be sure of, For I don't have the purest heart, The vicious cycles of sins kept You and I far apart. But even if I am not yet the pure and simple woman You want me to be, The purest intentions are still inside of me. I have the purest intention when out of the blue, I will call on You, For I really am scared that's why to You I suddenly prayed. I have the purest intention when I say 'I need You', For in my heart I'm certain that No one else can save me, but You. I have the purest intention when I ask Your forgiveness, For sinners like me needs so much of Your kindness. I have the purest intention when I ask You Not to give up on me, For I really want You, to stay with me, and not leave me. I have the purest intention whenever 'I say I love You' For something deep within me Longs so much to show You, that I really do.