My Last Farewell

At the end of the tunnel there is no light for me. I can't go anywehre, it's too dark to see. I wish i was not defined as weak. I don't need sympathy, nor any critique I gave up my hopes I gave up my dream, down on my face tears always stream. I can not help myself and no one can. It is just another day that I pretend that my heart will someday and somehow mend. But this is an illusion and illusion hurts I want to clean myself from all the dirt. So the time has come to ring my last bell The time has come to say my last farewell..