Murdered Or Adult?

So, I’m eighteen Big deal I woke up to see the same ol' face Yup...same teeth, eyes…nostril hair etc. Looked around for some scars: But no, they were still playing hide and seek Suddenly a kiss from nowhere! All day long its been a parade of smothering wishes, Rio De Grande of fabricated lies and curses.. People who hate me congratulate and I ask “Why?...What for?” Thank you.. The years have gone like a mosquito bite My head is sore ‘Adult’ here, ’Adult there’…’ Adult!..my oh my!’ Shut up! Does anybody know I want a chocolate cake? And NOT cocaine.