Moments Relived

infectious decay of old age promising ritual but I can't comprehend why you left so fast parted your bony corpse that precise fur gleaming fall coat the black and orange- a contrast so unique so perfected why does age creep up- eliminating your organs toying with your mind into accepting the fate- death and though each death withholds happiness smiles are forgotten we use the muscles to avoid tears- those that are supposedly helpful to endure my friend my pet, my sidekick waking me up throughout the nights with a purr 4 am tortured me but now I lye awake at 4 awaiting your purring- your presence How do you move on when they become a part of you- an pure unconditional love