Midnight Apparition

In another day we grew up me the forced ego me the unchosen one me the vagabond and you you, with your brown hair you, with your purity you, walking with a glad walk you, swaying and smiling having a glad smile. you, with a triumphant air with no hostility I never knew you so well as I do today I run to you. you open your arms and then you dissolve the room is disordered I am distraught me, reaching me, not knowing me, wanting more and ever incomplete in this moment And then the ground that was never trod the dust that was unlayered it all fell away. I dreamed of you last night I will be searching for you the rest of my life there were no barriers then there will be none now