May Be Done

Stupid, silly, naive lil one Should have known that You were gonna hear The "I told you so"s The "You're so stupid"s Yeah. So This is what it is to have The shield of confidence Melted away Into droplets Of nothing Keeps getting heavier Too heavy to even stand up from your knees Too hard to look up When tears are clouding your vision Too scared to try When you feel like nothing matters anymore Nothing you do matters Nothing you do counts Nothing you do works Don't want to admit it Don't want to let go Because where will I go When I know there's nothing left for me to do When there's nothing left for me to do When there's nothing for me to go on But just keep smiling Because ya know what they all say Fake it till you make it I am lost I don't know myself And yeah I may be done