Life Without Muse

Inspiration has abandoned me my life without muse Creation just laughs at me what more can I lose Thought keeps pestering me to try and think again Concentration waves farewell to me smiling with a grin Family seems lost to me though they are not to blame Friends no longer think of me the reason being the same Lovers simply ignore me as if I never existed Strangers just look at me the outcast, the evil, sadistic Pain seems to love me though for it never leaves my side Suffering is riding shotgun in this pains miserable ride Anger is boiling over tearing me apart seam by seam Aggression is sizing up all of the hated as I scream Positivity seems a little tied up to deal with my thoughts Negativity runs the race within me and never will be caught Physically my strength seems to be on extended vacation Mentally my mind needs to eat for i am dying from starvation bmdavey@02/16/23