Last Night I Died

Last night I died. I walked through the streets and the lights where shining, The air seemed so crisp and cool against my skin. The ocean sounded so clear when I shut my eyes. I saw you siting on your knees crying, Wondering how I could let go. I saw my mother in her own private space screaming. My family torn apart. My grandmother wishing she could turn back a day and saved me. Last night I died. I could not take back what I had done. Only see the pain I had caused. It could have been stopped. Everyone thought it was a joke. Last night I died. A decision I cannot live to regret.