Insane

I tell myself, to rise and shine, every morning. I look at you, wondering Why? every day. I go to sleep, with tears in my eyes, every night. I tell myself, to appreciate and smile, every time. I think of you, and feel sorrow, every morning. I go to school, knowing you are there, every day. I see shadows, floating by my eyes, every night. I tell myself, to forget, I failed, every time. I wake up, sad and exhausted, every morning. I look insanely at you, you are with her, every day. I tell myself, to rest my mind, every night. I ask myself, who was we? Was it just me?