I Wonder

As the nights grow longer I stare at the stars I wonder where you may be tonight The wind whispers in my ear He tells me that you’re safe in my mind Am I being deceived? Is it all a lie? I wonder if you miss me like I miss you My heart sings to me She tells me that you do But how do I believe something that’s been shattered before? How do I mend the broken pieces? I wonder if you still care The voices in my head pound at my skull They tell me that you always will Am I going crazy? Am I imagining that you’re still there? I walk down this empty street alone My bones feel hollow inside Are my demons escaping now? It’s like I’m sleepwalking I stumbleupon forgotten memories I fall to my knees I can’t let go Deep in my chest I feel my heartbeat begin to wither I wonder if you hurt like I do I wonder if you cry like I do I wonder if you feel worthless like I do I wonder if you’re happy without me I wonder, I wonder, I wonder