I Want It Back

I want to back, I want to go back when nothing was changed, I want for my partner to love me how she did before she left me, I want to fall asleep in her arms knowing she will be there every day, I went to know I’m so safe how I felt last week in her arms. I hate changes. I want my quotes back and to feel a good morning every day and I new I wasn’t alone. I screamed so loudly yesterday and I scream so loud every day. I screamed so loud last night, this morning I was growled by everyone I thought loved me. My heart broke again because I’m crying out for help. I’m crying out so loud and no one can hear me. I know what to do but my heart feels red, it tastes like blood and it hurts so bad. It hurts it hurts so much to know you aren’t loved anymore. I want things to go back. I don’t want things to change!