I Miss You

It was a year ago today that you died But not a single day has gone by That you haven’t crossed my mind Still it's no easier to bare I still wish that you were here I talk to you all the time Wondering if you can hear me way up there From time to time I still call But still no one answers And I know they won't when I dial And yet still I give it another try I try my best not to break down and cry But some days aren’t as easy as others You were so much more than just a mom You were my best friend I still need you as my guide Esp. when I'm alone at night I hold no regrets But it still doesn’t keep me from missing you Surrounding myself with things that remind me of you I wear your rose close to my heart Just wish I could hear your voice on the other end of the line Or see you smile just one more time Days pass and at times I feel so lost And even though I know you are in a better place Here in my life there is an empty space That no one can fill And I don’t think it will ever heal I know that you are watching over me It's one thing I wholeheartedly believe But it's just not the same On a cold wet stone I see your name It no longer appears on my phone No more special trips back home None of this is fair At 22 this I must bare It's not so easy to do Momma I just really miss you!!!!