I Have Always Cared

Remember when they ignored you Said you couldn’t be there friend Looked at you with such hatred… Who was there in the end? I was always around you… When times were rough Never took you for granted When push came to shove! I gave you the little that I had Just to see you smile Always wanted the best for you But you shunned me for a while You have no idea… How much that affected my heart Of all the selfish things, That was what tore me apart! That had me on my knees… Asking God so many times… why? What did I do to deserve this? But God did not want to reply… All I wanted you to know Is that I have always cared Even after you ridiculed me The hatred seemed to disappear From my broken and shattered heart My empty and delusional soul For when I cleared my mind Making you happy again became my goal! I never held it against you Even after you made me cry Because no matter the pain I still felt like I should try… To make it work for us So we could go far No matter how stubborn, Ignorant and naive you are I just want what’s best for you Even if your attitude I can’t bear For when it comes down to it I will and have always cared!!! Eliel202