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My lif lately seems my own prsonal soap opera.

First my appendex ruptured then my husband had a terrible accident dand sustaind brain damage and now lives in a care facility because he can't be left alone and then I gort hit by a car while walking across the street.. I'm back at work now but am on pain pills and pills to combat vertigo. Someone very powerful must be trying to kill me but God won't let him.

It seems I've been sick again. Got hit by a car last Jun. Got no broken bones, Was told to go home, And sign up for physio soon. Massive muscle damage diagnosed. Pain pills, heat treatments, massage. Special excercises needed, My headaches are treated, The treatments seem one big collage. These treatments don't come cheap, And each time I go I must pay. Thank The Lord fir insurance, To give me the assurance, I need to get by day by day. I saw a lawyer about it. He said, NO PROB, KEEP IN TOUCH." He's now a bill I must pay. I'm hemorrhaging money each day. This helps later but now not so much. So bear with me my friends, I been sick. I'm sorry I've been so sporadic. You all much think me nomadic. I'm here and then gone and here and then gone, You must think that I don't care a lick.

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Date: 12/12/2023 7:18:00 PM
Hi Judy, so sad to hear all these. "When sorrows come, they come not in single spies but in battalions".... I remember Shakespeare's quote. Thank God, you have survived all these. God will give you strength to bear your problem and your husband's problem and find for you some funds to pay the hospital bills. Even vertigo can be so debilitating. I know what it is. Prayers for you dear one. Keep up your spirits !
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Date: 11/21/2023 3:13:00 PM
I think we all know that things have been tough for you sweet Judy. My daughter was attacked by a dog, and in the hospital (happened a long time ago). The insurance company required a lawsuit, or they wouldn't pay, they wanted their money back. The attorney took a lot of the settlement, but happily the hospital bills were paid. I'm glad God's kept you alive through it all <3 I am remembering to pray for you. I too wish I could be on here more often. It makes me feel bad to be sporadic. I hope you get well soon. Hugs <3
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Judy Ball
Date: 11/21/2023 4:17:00 PM
Thank y9ou so much BJ. God Bless, JB PS soup mail.
Date: 11/8/2023 5:21:00 PM
I love your attitude here showing humor . You are so clever!
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Judy Ball
Date: 11/21/2023 8:21:00 AM
Andrea it's always a treat for you to rad for me. Thanks bunches. God Bless, JB
Date: 11/3/2023 3:08:00 PM
Blessings and prayers for healing and mental comfort for your mind, Judy. Sorry to hear of all the challenges you're facing right now, it can be very overwhelming, my friend. God will provide, keep the faith, my friend. I'm following your poetry and will continue praying for you and yours. Big hugs, Bill
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Judy Ball
Date: 11/21/2023 8:15:00 AM
Thank you so much Bill. God Bless, JB
Date: 11/2/2023 6:14:00 AM
I am sure nobody who knows you would ever think that you ''don't care a lick'', Judy! I'm so sorry that life has been treating you and your husband badly. Some things take longer than others to heal, but we must never give up hope. Take care and God bless, my friend. // paul
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Judy Ball
Date: 11/3/2023 1:20:00 AM
Thank you so much Paul God Bless, JB
Date: 11/1/2023 6:07:00 PM
O, how awful! You are surely due for a run of good luck - NOW! Only sorry that I didn't reach out before this. Here's to healing and hope. ~ Gershon
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Judy Ball
Date: 11/1/2023 6:44:00 PM
Thank you so much Gershon. God Bless, JB
Date: 11/1/2023 11:26:00 AM
So i just came back to the solup. i am overtired. because my cat won't let me sleep. Hugs. /Darlene/
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Darlene De Beaulieu
Date: 11/1/2023 3:35:00 PM
Hello Judy, we are both going through something. I hope to sleep better tonight. I listen to classical music to fall asleep./God Bless you. Hugs. Darlene/
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Judy Ball
Date: 11/1/2023 12:36:00 PM
Welcome back Darlene. I just got back too. Every time I lie down either my dog comes scratching at my door wanting me to either let him out or come cover him with his blankie or the cat comes crying to get me up to give him treats. My fur babies are so spoiled. Thanks for stopping by. God Bless, JB
Date: 11/1/2023 11:25:00 AM
Hello Judy, I have been thinking of you. I have been wondering how things were going with you. Now i know. as for myself, my computer died and I had to get another computer and mouse pad. then i discovered iI needed winter boots. Then my cat has a problem scratching her fur. So i took her to the vet. This all happened all at once.
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Judy Ball
Date: 11/1/2023 12:38:00 PM
That's the way it always comes to me. All at once or nothing. I feel your pain my friend. God Bless, JB
Date: 11/1/2023 6:15:00 AM
I remember the car accident. You are going through so much, Judy. Sending my goodwill thoughts your way. Blessings!
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Judy Ball
Date: 11/1/2023 12:40:00 PM
Thank you so much Vijay. I can use all the prayer I can get. God Bless, JB
Date: 11/1/2023 5:01:00 AM
I am with you there Judy, I have a lot That I have to deal with..And its stopping Me doing a lot, I am able to put up the odd Poem or blog, but thats about it for now.' May the Lord guard your ways.'
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Judy Ball
Date: 11/1/2023 12:45:00 PM
Thank you so much Vijay. I will remember you in my prayers as well. God Bless, JB
Date: 11/1/2023 12:30:00 AM
Aw so sorry you are having so much dilemma. Hoping you and your husband continue to heal. Do not worry what others think during such challenging times. Use that energy to power on as you courageously have. May God bless you and your husband. Love and light hugs to you Judy!
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Judy Ball
Date: 11/1/2023 12:45:00 PM
Thank you so much Karen. God Bless, JB

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