How did I get this bad?
How did I get this bad?
That's all that runs through my mind as a blade comes in contact with my skin.
All my happy childhood memories cross my mind as shameful tears pour down my face like a waterfall.
I hear my younger self laughing, running around being herself.
She used to be so free,
Now she's locked up inside me begging and pleading to run wild once more.
I've not only locked her up behind the cold steel bars of what's left of my heart,
I've also locked myself up,
Not letting anyone see my pain, screams for help, and long loud echoes of my strained cries.
So I ask again,
How did I get this bad?
Copyright © NeVeya Martinez | Year Posted 2024
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