Here We Go Again

Here We Go Again Sometimes I see it coming. sometimes I feel it start. It’s like a storm is brewing, I start to fall apart. So much to be happy for, these tears I can’t control. The product of the brokenness that used to be my soul. One day on the mountain top there’s nothing I can’t see. Next day when I’m waking up the mountain sits on me. With darkness all around me and the shadows closing in. I grab my heart and hold on tight cause here we go again. All those fears come rushing back there’s no place I can hide. It’s not much new it’s what I do just one more storm to ride. I bared my soul so many times no more I must confess. It’s not about the goodness or the strength that I possess. I’m right back where I used to be. I’m right back where I’ve been. I’m not where I want to be and here we go again. Edwin C Hofert