He Is My Rock

My Darling: I have a confession to make why i walked away Let us connect to talk as it feels a lifetime has gone by During your absence the clock is ticking our now will Become a past i beg you to heal my pain and allow Me to recreate the moment that could last forever As I never lost my passion loving you. You have to understand the gravity of my sickness i pray to have a second chance as my thoughts were out of control had to take my own punishment in silence the day i woke up with no memory because of those attacks I was giving you a hard time but i loved you since day one. When i am awake even when my thoughts abandon me i feel you are my a-liveliness does that make any sense to you? Wait for me, help me build the ruins around my brain, allow your miraculous hands to cure me. Due to my medications nothing makes sense to me anymore one day I am here another day I am unaware who I am how I look What I think where am I, will I live, will I die, help me feel Anything something help me to heal. My Pen my friend dropped from my hand leaving me alone to sink and think. Suddenly i felt my pillow was wet my forehead was sweating my whole body was shaking I have to let him Comeback like nothing ever happened I called out loud, Come my way and stay I love you my man my lover. I dialed his number. Terry Aug 20/2018