Fragility
I could do nothing
Nothing to help them
I lived my whole life for this moment
Then stood helplessly by
Only eight weeks ago
I was so happy
Relaxed in a hot tub during a ski trip
And made plans for travel
My parents taught me
To live for others as they did
A life not in service
Is no life at all
I always loved order
I built so much structure
I was driven to conquer
An unstoppable force
My family is worried
About how I’m sounding
Distracted and distant
So unlike myself
All my friends know me
That I am reliable
I haven’t missed a day
In seventeen years
This doesn’t feel right
Something seems broken
They can tell that I’m struggling
But I must keep on
What am I doing here
But for to save them
They’re counting on me
And all around me they die
I told them that I think
That I’m feeling better
I’m going for runs
And calling my friends
But I could do nothing
Nothing to help them
I lived my whole life for this moment
Then stood helplessly by
July 12, 2020
Copyright © Andrew Jacob Jung | Year Posted 2020
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