Forever Never

A part of her died that day The walls came up She trampled across the woods of affection and destroyed all evidence That once was her lifeline It wasn't easy for her It had been rough Relentless nights of poisonous tears And intoxicating desires to walk back into her utopian fields She had loved so hard So hard it broke her She didn't know how to handle it So she massacred her veins of addiction Shot a bullet through her own heart And decided to live a life void of temptations High pulsations Her past still stroked her Longed for her He had only loved Still did He didn't understand the punishment she inflicted on herself He had accepted Loving her would be his forever And her never again