Foolish

I opened my heart A heart without walls Fragile & weak Tired … damaged I bared my soul My past, my fears My ghosts. We shared We laughed We kissed Together we danced, Like children without cares In the rain Under the stars …. I was hypnotised Your sensual mouth Words softly spoken Securely penned for eternity With meaning and with truth Kind, affectionate, sweet and pure We loved and made love …. Do you remember? Your sensual red lips brushed mine Your kisses … so passionate Your smile, radiating the universe, converting dark to light And your eyes… Oh God, your eyes Penetrate me, sparkling like diamonds We were alive, happy, together…. Just us Smiles now forgotten, tears in their place Your sensual red lips now speak venom, hate and rage A once beautiful face now distorted, unrecognisable Your dazzling eyes, dark, angry… Evil Your words now destroy me, the agony too intense What happened? What changed? Why? Why? I try to forget you, the memories will not allow I think of the happy times, I smile but the tears follow My heart is now closed, the walls are back up Ripped to shreds by the man I loved My heart burns like a furnace, deep inside I am dying I loved you then, I love you now, And I always will