Fear Still Resides Inside Me

After many months Of living in secrecy, I now want to show myself to the world I want to be known, yet there’s something that holds me back I look at myself in the mirror feeling content with the way I look But I find myself still staring at the mirror And once again I see the small teenage girl trapped in darkness I lose complete interest I lose hope I sit back and close my eyes for a while I reflect back into the past remembering those tragic moments, Those tragic days; Those tragic months My hands trembling and My heart beating faster I needed to face my fears And here i am Wandering through the streets Of amsterdam Still unsure about what i want To do with my life Looking from side to side but Fear still resides inside me