Driving While Black Vs Ptsd

Dear Mr officer I'm just trying to make it home I haven't been smoking in the car sir that's just my cologne I just left a meeting about something that's gonna change my life I have a fiance sir I'm looking forward to seeing my wife Yeah ok license & registration real slow please & do you have any weapons on you I can't see Well yes sir I have a handgun under the seat but I didn't have a chance to pull it out and I didn't want to reach plus you pulled me over as soon as I came out the parking lot I didn't think I did anything wrong I'm just trying not to get shot NO SUDDEN MOVES PUT YOUR HANDS OUT THE WINDOW & IM GOING TO SHOOT YOU IF ALL THAT MOVING CONTINUE sir you asked for my info before you asked about the gun I was halfway out the glove box when you asked about one if I was gonna shoot you I had the drop .. WATCH YOUR MOUTH WHEN YOU TALK TO A COP 10-32 OH MY GOD HE'S REACHING FOR SOMETHING I can't believe they just shot me I was actually in the right its been a great day I thought it would carry over into a great night all I did wrong was try to explain myself keep your eyes open God please send help I changed I had a whole life to look forward too now I'm in a coma about to die in ICU they probably will get off & I'll get no justice just us sounds nice as a Battle cry but I'm just me in this bed about to die