Deal with the Truth

What a blessing it is to be alive Driven insane until tortured further and I felt my sins so impure But, I told them I will surely survive Want to find the cure and be oh so mature, I will endure Truth be told — you were very bold and right now, you’re acting like a golden disgrace and being bitterly cold Woven, wandering wanderlust escapes my mind and destiny’s paradise is far away from my reach again I tried to be happy, I know I have tried But, I feel rather crappy deep inside You had me fooled by dumb you do It’s cruel that you made me suffer so much You are no longer my dove-desiring lover and such Pray that I won’t fall prey to you again I’m proud of who I have grown up to be like — I succumbed to success spiritually You made me sore Let me soar Let me soar Let me soar And there are so much positivity and future ambitions in store Opportunities lie ahead to those who thrive Strength and potential of being under pressure made me survive and yes, I am so damn alive Feels screw me over Do me a favor Love God almighty with all your might And remember to fight the great fight Forevermore till the day you die You will live before you begin to fly This is my farewell to your goodbye Hi, friend… This is the end I’m a riverbend Sending my love away into the shores of waves evermore, forevermore Change is a challenging chore and that’s an understatement to the core Running out of time It’s time for us to shine Our feels disappear Because we are healed So, have no fear Fear God and everything good will eventually be revealed Destined to be a fighter for peace But, I’m torn into pieces My throat is bloodied with shame and uncertainty I love you, despite your insecurities and vanities Please me with your flaws so perfectly Gnaw me with your flames of serenity Claw me with your soft teeth against my skin I want to feel all of you from within…where do I begin?