Crying Out

Another attack and some more pain, I’m so sore and I’m so gone, Everything hurts including my mind. Screaming for help But no one can hear me, I wish it would all end, I wish I could live a life like others, Free to be outside and to live my life not scared. I’m sick of the dark, I’m sick of wanting to be dead, I just want to live and to be left alone, My little one and the one I love Free and left alone. It all started with one person many years ago, They don’t know the effect they had, By making you feel so low. Feeing so unworthy, Feeling rejected and broken, Living with so much pain it hurts to go on. Let me live and be free like others, I want to smell the fresh air and be free, I want to escape when I’m sad without being hurt. The whole world is ruled by sex, You will be cheated on because of sex. You will be rejected because of sex. You will be lied too because of sex. You will be made to feel like you don’t matter because of sex. It’s true the better gender always wins. The man wins. All is started with was a relationship, That went on too long and now every person, Reminds you of them, Sex will always come first to others and so will every man.