Broken Trust

BROKEN TRUST Everyday of my life came with sadness. I tried to let go, but i couldn't. For, it's larger than my destiny. I thought i could be loved by everyone, but the opposite i got. With my life crumbled, but no one to come to my aid. At age six (6), being molested and abused at varying degrees. Emotionally, physically, sexually, amongst others, I was abused. I tried to let go of the pasts, i tried to let go of the saddened scenes, i tried to let go the worst day of my life, but, i just couldn't. It seems God left me to be alone. Molestation and abuses came, even without notice. I was shown the other sides of life. Those saddened events, a lifetime memories, Even when i think of committing suicide. I think i will forever know sadness, because i am a loser in the game of hope. Alimi Abdulkabir's Poetry