Best Friend Who Is Not

Remaining silence, Words cannot come out, Of my mind, The truth is there, But I am not. I thought we had something going, I thought we would be best friends, For life, suddenly you changed, Looking for a friend that you were, Right by my side, I know one day I will loose you, Sadly true. Memories repeats its self in my mind, Hurts my emotions and thoughts, I wish we were good friends forever, But you choose not, Now you have got friends And other best friends your type, Why cant you just let me be? I am happy where I am at, I like my new friends, That fit me and my life style.