About An Understanding

I apologize for the lull so long- But I could not weave my strands... Each time I`ve tried to entwine, but the tress Was falling apart again... I apologize for the lull so long- The chain links became so frail... I fastend together, but new wind blow Destroyed all these again... Do I have enough greatheartedness, And wisdom, enlightenment, patience- Forgive to the life all her praises – rare, And repeated accusations? Forgive myself all the unknowing`s fears, Unwilling sins of the youth... These memories are touching my soul and hit, Annoy and upset anew... Let they fly away, by the wind, fly off- Cause we can not rul the past... And take just a lessons, it tough enough- It`s a weapons, but sinless. Defend by this, don`t accept evil norms- I`m fed with it to the teeth. So that don`t shed vainly blood of someone, And pain never scratched in me... Don`t spare me, because, among all of us I`m not too unfortunate. I need form you – understand. It`s enough- To follow my star of fate.