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Gayle Niewahner-Starks Poem
A Former Love has
returned into my life.
I'm not too sure
it's wrong or if it's right.
He once made me feel special
in so many different ways.
It's starting again,
I'm daydreaming all day.
The same old butterfly feelings
are fluttering in the pit of my belly.
Again my heart is awakening,
I'm feeling a little silly.
Do I open my heart
and my arms once again?
Or turn away for fear,
That I may not win?
I'm not sure which way
to let my feelings go.
I do not want to get hurt,
this I do know.
With the idea that life is too short,
I will give this love another chance,
hoping and praying we can begin
a new song and dance.
Copyright © Gayle Niewahner-Starks | Year Posted 2005
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Gayle Niewahner-Starks Poem
Since I once wrote a poem about my mother.
It is only fitting to write this one, regarding another.
This person I am speaking of, was my "Mother-in-law".
One who was respected, cherished and loved by all.
As we were all told, she had the humblest beginnings.
But through it all, she kept singing and never complaining.
She was a person that showed and gave "Unconditional Love".
That's because she was given that gift from God above.
She was always there to lend a hand.
And to her grandchildren, she was their biggest fan.
I was blest to have been a part of her sixty-eight years.
However, I still miss her and can't stop shedding my tears.
Fortunately I was able to say my goodbye's,
and it was in that meaning for which I did hate.
But I whispered to her, "mom, when it's my turn to go,
I want you there on the other side of that gate".
She was not only my "Mother-in-law". She was a dear friend.
And she was much-much more, even to the end.
After some time, I'll be able to wipe away my tears.
But her memories and her love will always be near.
Now it's time for me to let her go,
and give her back to God, whose love she did know.
Goodbye my "Mother-in-law", goodbye "Mom Starks"
until I see you again, you will always be in my heart.
Copyright © Gayle Niewahner-Starks | Year Posted 2005
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Gayle Niewahner-Starks Poem
Remembering a man
I met sometime ago.
Remembering that season
in which my life was so low.
Remembering his hug
with our first embrace.
Remembering looking up
and seeing his face.
Remembering his arms around me,
so tight and so strong.
Remembering how it felt
and how could this be wrong.
Remembering his touches
that were soft and tender.
Remembering with that,
my heart started to surrender.
Remembering that awful feeling
I had in my heart.
Remembering the day of his news
that tore it apart.
Remembering his phone call
that we could no longer be together.
Remembering his words,
he married another.
Remembering the many nights
I cried those tears.
Remembering, the memories of the two of us,
that I'll cherish for years.
Remembering the times
I spent with this man.
Remembering how he captured my heart
and held onto my hand.
Remembering being with this man,
on and off again.
Remembering, I would only lose
and never win.
Remembering our first
and our last kiss.
Remembering that man, whose name
was Chris.
Copyright © Gayle Niewahner-Starks | Year Posted 2005
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Gayle Niewahner-Starks Poem
A nurse, a teacher,
a mother and a friend
She was all of this
and more right to the end.
She was second a mother,
but first a wife.
But to us her children,
she dedicated her life.
She had eight children,
three daughters and five sons
and in our house,
it was filled with laughter and fun.
We were never spoiled,
nor had lack of discipline,
however, she would wipe away our tears
and kiss our small little chin.
First we lost our brother,
then our dad.
Due to this, mom's life
became a little sad.
She tried to be happy
and so very proud.
But inwardly her heart
was crying out loud.
It wasn't too long
before her health was failing.
But her love for us,
her children, was still prevailing.
As the days, the weeks
and the years went on.
In a small amount of time,
mom herself was gone.
Out of our sight
and out of our touch she had depart.
But never ever,
far from each of our hearts.
Her spirit still lingers
and so does her love.
But now she's an angel
watching over us from above.
We will always have each other,
as sisters and brothers,
along with the love, that was left behind,
By OUR MOTHER.
Copyright © Gayle Niewahner-Starks | Year Posted 2005
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Gayle Niewahner-Starks Poem
I was married to a man,
who I loved with all of my heart.
Until, one horrible evening.
My marriage fell apart.
How could this have happened,
after so many of years?
The news I would be given.
was one of my biggest fears.
Out of the blue
I received a call.
From another woman,
I had no knowledge of at all.
As my husband stood there
denying all of the facts.
She kept on insisting
they were having an affair, behind my back.
Her voice was so cold.
It’s obvious she did not care.
For a marriage or children.
My husband and I had shared.
I hung up the phone
when the line had gone dead.
Our marriage was over.
What more could she have said.
Although we are no longer together
as husband and wife.
I have since then moved on
I am happy with my life.
Written by:
Gayle Niewahner Starks
Copyright © Gayle Niewahner-Starks | Year Posted 2007
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Gayle Niewahner-Starks Poem
I have two children
who I love and adore.
It’s unfortunate
I did not have any more.
The oldest is my daughter
The youngest is my son.
However I’m grateful to God
He did not give me just one.
As we all know there are times
Children can be such a pain
Sometimes, or should I say many times
They can drive us a little insane.
When they were young
They were involved in band and sports
Now they are older
And doing all the grown up sorts.
I am so very proud
to be their mother,
That God found it fitting
He gave them to no other.
The Almighty blest me
so very much.
Giving me these two children,
it wasn’t by sheer luck.
So I dedicate this poem
To Nikki and Billy Starks.
I love you both,
with every beat of my heart.
Written by:
Gayle Niewahner Starks
Copyright © Gayle Niewahner-Starks | Year Posted 2007
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