Your Fault

It was not your fault you hit me daily but did not discipline me It is not your fault I learnt to lie when you were looking for the truth It is not your fault I became who I am when you needed to be proud It is not your fault You did your best for me to become the worst It is not your fault I am full anger that can burn the world It is not your fault That I think if I am dead the world is better off It is not your fault You forced church on me and Somehow I lost god It is not your fault I fall in love and only experience dread It is not your fault I sit by myself even when the whole family is with me It is not your fault That I feel trapped within so much freedom It is not your fault It cannot be because I did not listen to you. It is not yout fault You did all this for me and I feel like It was done to me