You hate marriage

You never had a good childhood Your grandma always wanted to kill you You had a soft spot for your mother Now it's breaking too You became a big brother With no emotion You used to beat people Spread commotion Heartbeat fast when you hear things like You can't have her as she's too nice Now you're studying on the table Saying marriage is a gamble You have seen a lot and now You don't wanna see it by yourself It's funny how you want someone But don't want love As it's like a market With no product It's fair to say All the girls didn't wanted you But you wanted the one And she left you too So you cried like in nights Can't say that you loved her And made your wife It's something in your head That doesn't belong That relationship sucks And it should be gone You hate marriage And I do too so what? I'm like you Who had expectations on knots The only difference between me and you is I can speak why I been blue And you cannot If you cry infront of me I'll die Feelings always hurts When you expect too much from Anyone even your parents Who wished you prosperity But in this civility I don't want anything from them too So , I know you want them better and better And you fear what if I been like them too Now you hate marriage and miracles